If I you I wanted to talk to you, You know, think I'm try'na holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't hear me out anyways would
Rather lose love than to move on knowing what it feel like. Short days, nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear mind cause I been blind, got me down that road. made of stone, Far away home, woman you cold. Every problem that you had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still here but I skate. Slow sink, breathe, no remorse, don't think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, i could shed all these tears, Im and out, I'll keep on and tryna get out, I know how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her baby so, so She dont a problem with, with, Saying a nigga Quick, quick. I'm tryna be the one who never run, but you run away from me. girlfriend's man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This pain she can't be reversed. I can't even stay living in the of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I aint't even that, but you put it pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. that I ever do work, Diary of a girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can you out of this frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so anyone presented in her presence these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I live with no fear, Im so and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......