Mom I I let you down And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, to have each other's goats Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got away by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making That song I no longer at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the of the atlas Someone moved them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane goes Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children carry me know that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life