I'm back, did anyone me? They said a record could be tricky Well that's kind of funny cause I am not My fans, know what it is and they with me Yeah, I the type that's gon' ride with the semi I from a town with three lakes and no city I've been doing for nothing but pennies When I the stage, they never forget me was a glimpse of my life I let you see what like to be in my head People ask me what I think I think I be If it wasn't music, I'd rather be You know what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't to see me at 10 Or you do I promise if that is the case, then that is what gonna get If looking for music with watered down lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else And if you want somebody to tell you that you wanna hear I won't be any help This is familiar. I think I heard it before Oh yeah, I it myself I left the door to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house Some of sat on the porch Looked at my windows and at my door ask me if I'm going to kill it this record I laugh in their and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?" He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad the kids He never talks about but him Yeah, my say, "He's kind of a diva." Well, you need to get new friends I'm as chill as it I get on the stage and flip on the switch And I go to a place nobody is If you putting my in the song, that's something that you won't regret I'm not lying to you I remember the shows when no one was I remember the shows when cared Some in front of me laughing like, "He isn't going nowhere." It's now, isn't it? This of life isn't how I envisioned it This of life, it just ain't how I pictured it I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to Facetime my family. It's Not what you it is Write a review, me what you think of this Give me stars and call me and idiot 'Bout to be honest, it don't make a I know some don't get it But you have no answer to Session If you don't like that's personal, I have no clue what you people are doing here Might as well out the record I pull up a I through my music like nobody's there Only person I judge is the one in the And lately, he ain't doing well-I don't need in my head I'm of hearing it You call it music, I call it my Sick people telling me I have been way too much baggage, I need to take care of it I she's right, but man it's embarrassing has raised me more than my parent did Take out a of us and I stare at it Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing Show me an artist you want to me with You put us both on a track, bury 'em Give me this shovel, 'bout to get scarier None of you to attack what you staring at I see you got beats, but is the lyrics at? NF is the logo, you I been wearing that Don't come to my and be sittin' in the very back I call you out in the like, "There he is!" I thought I'd be happy. It feels I'm cursed It's hard to be clean you play in the dirt You gave me this place to go I'm hurting I thought it'd get better, but it's worse And I got nobody to blame I work, like 24/7 I been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt I hang up the phone, these are than just words I drive on highway and listen to Mansion I up to God like, "When did this happen?" Yelling with all of my to wake up But like I haven't I get emotional. I didn't this I'm doing I never imagined I'm sorry but I gotta I don't be late for my therapy session