I've never tasted tears like these And though are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be this earth as I have been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and from the I knew I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep because I That something ends so this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, though never did I My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my affections were By someone living, breathing, warm and For I pledged my life to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't care he care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night torment after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my was my only goal Until the day I dared to it love For this love was the I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And being thus in love, with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I swore hed And dies within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past of memories I long to keep A future that I both long for and There really was no when it came This shooting star, both and gentleness Who never me time to make my choice But made my will his own each caress For and only once I did not think Where I should and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the word For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no true loss in all the world match The sense of passing with my tears I known 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or carried strains of music in the Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full what I am meant to do But at night when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had years to hear my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that shattered my The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only pain can me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known