I've never tears like these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I have 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on myself, and thought it late Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and with his Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An angel now is mine and the start I knew I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That something so that this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The of one who never had been more But whom I about and set apart From other men, though never did I My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on I'd lose If ever my affections were By living, breathing, warm and real For I pledged my life to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't care he care for me As long as I could own him in each And have someone to about each night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my goal the day I dared to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And being thus in love, though a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To another in that holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me time to my choice But my will his own with each caress For and only once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one to enact the part And else to say the word aloud For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all these And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was in this mist of my design So much of me my muse had become That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I full well what I am meant to do But late at night I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to hear my spoken as it should have always been Id wait there still but someone appeared And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is something in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend in a way I've never been And healing wounds I thought would never The truth that shattered my The soul I dreamed but thought Id meet And now I don't look back in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like these And yes, they are the I have known