My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't I left my cell, my pager, and my home at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin' I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a If I have a daughter, what I'm a call her? I'm a name her I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm why I Got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you answer fans If you didn't talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, For four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man, like his fuckin' idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein' lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd you you would write back See I'm just you in a way I never my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in your So when I have a day, I drift away and put 'em on 'Cause I don't really got shit else so that helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you call me man be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be too
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put picture on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Or Write My Fans" This be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word, I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka You me to drive? You know the song by Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you a rescued me from drowning Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm And all I wanted was a letter or a call I you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't and you scream about it I hope conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I could all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that And an autograph for your brother I it on the Starter cap I'm I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, on, how fucked up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit will make me not us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend each other Or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid And in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!