Luyện nghe bài hát Stan [Explicit]

My tea's gone I'm wondering why I.
got out of bed at all
The rain clouds up my window.
and I see at all
And even if I it'll all be gray,
but picture on my wall
It reminds me, it's not so bad,
not so bad.

1st gradually grows over raindrop background
2nd full volume with right after "thunder" noise

Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin
I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There was a problem at the post office or somethin
I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your
My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what call her?
I'ma her Bonnie
I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of posters and your pictures man
I like the you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back,
just to chat, yours, your biggest fan
is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew
my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering for you,
hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do
I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd you
you write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and her
I can relate to what you're saying in songs
so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm
I even got a of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds
It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does
She know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, -- P.S.
We be together too

Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't it?
I know you got my last two
I the addresses on 'em perfect
So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive?
You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy or a call
I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we been together, think about it
You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me
See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you
cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?

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Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy
You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an for your brother,
I it on the Starter cap
I'm I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is
You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some
And this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of make me not want us to meet each other
I think you and your girlfriend need each other
or you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in
before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some shit
I seen this one shit on the a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to
Come to think about, his was. it was you
Stan!