(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down over dose substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and we're him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient pale and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And think that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice cold brew, a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half be half buzzed for half of the time. that mastermind behind that little line? With that kind of man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the wall aim for the I'm about to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a vicodin why I? 'All systems ready for take off stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if it's you to get through. It's twelve noon aint no harm in self a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im convinced I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)