(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male found unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll update E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll a steak. And think that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I can't and I wont say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for of the time. Who's that behind that little line? With that kind of rational man I got a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules cool if it's helping you to get through. It's noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And since im that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to throughout the day let's see an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)