(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my stomach cuz I ate. Maybe I'll a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that with all I at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little that kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must knocked me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I it just not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. new rules it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz Christmas you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR, great places to ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye baby good night Elaina. Go in the and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)