Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)