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I'm going through
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for Philly
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My just can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd get to make it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I it just feels like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, almost to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)