Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your heart ripped out and
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what else to say, I I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)